HATE OR LOVE.

2010-01-07T05:17:00.001+08:00

I've tried hard to regain back the trust..

You wanted too but you couldn't.

Leave if I wasn't good enough...

2010-01-05T23:32:00.008+08:00

2010-01-05T03:40:00.000+08:00

Am I not worth ?

2010-01-05T03:35:00.001+08:00

paranoid.

2009-12-13T18:24:00.001+08:00

Now I felt the real pain that you have been through all these while.

It was a painful incident on a supposing-ly happy moment, I admit.

It was more painful then what you have gone through. Worse I say.

You walked away happily with your friend. Leaving me all alone.

Walking around the beach searching for you. You weren't there.

Fucking wasted. I PROMISED I would buy you a new phone.

e71 & k610i smashed. Alcohol makes you insane.

Never did I lied to you about things again.

Never did I called a friend of mine Baby.

Never did I want someone else.

iloveyou,Nurhazwani.

2009-12-06T01:47:00.001+08:00

With a blink of eye. We are four months together.

I love you so much.

One man all by himself is nothing. Two people who belong together make a world. ----- Hans Margolius

2009-12-06T01:42:00.000+08:00

Finally i met up with the boys. I missed you guys.

Eventhough its just for a while. :)

2009-11-30T19:22:00.000+08:00

Body breakdown due to overwork and insufficient of vitamins.

Lying down restlessly. Coughing,sneezing and whining. :(

2009-11-27T03:58:00.002+08:00

Sometimes the insecure feeling is there.
But still,i remain to think positive :)

Time are tight for us since both are working.

"Quality is better then quantity"

2009-11-26T05:54:00.000+08:00

Crying in her sleep. Feeling paranoid.

Sweet dreams turned to nightmare.

Calling out "Deedee,deedee".....

2009-11-23T05:54:00.001+08:00

Either it continue sailing or sink.

nooneexceptyou,girl.

2009-11-23T05:37:00.002+08:00

The rotten apple soon had to be disposed.

Leaving the old one and picking up the new.

Who wants a rotten apple when you have the

new one ? A nicer,better,perfect apple.

Negative thoughts have been running in my mind.

Everything is linked together.

Everything seems to be unperfect.

Maybe its me. I'm the liar.

Everything.

Here i am crying my hearts out softly

& figuring out the missing puzzles.

2009-11-22T05:44:00.000+08:00

Lying down waiting to hibernate.

Smelling and kissing her favourite pillow.

I can't sleep without her presence.

imisshergoddamnmuch.

chef at work (Y)

2009-11-14T04:53:00.000+08:00

I strongly believe that I'm gonna be successful in life.

~~Oh,she didnt influence me in quitting.~~

~~Apologies if we cause you people trouble~~

090909

2009-11-09T07:21:00.000+08:00

<3 Happy Three Months,Nurhazwani Binte Muhd Salim Abdullah Kok <3

I believe the ship will sail far. :) I Love You!

2009-10-25T04:21:00.000+08:00

Just like the birds,they come and go....
Friends aren't forever i assume..

nurhazwanibintemohdsalimabdullahkok

2009-10-17T04:15:00.000+08:00

One Love :)

winner.

2009-09-21T05:48:00.000+08:00

It has been quite awhile since we had those mushy mushy text.

Only 2 days your away and here i am at home, missing you like

krazy. I can't even sleep properly cause i'm already used to with

you by my side, come back home. I'm excited about going out to

raya with you wearing the same outfit. *giggles* Remember those

times you were away for camps, received a whole lot of text about

me missing you ? Especially during when you were at Bintan. That

was just a little bit. But now,only GOD knows how much i miss and

need you...

i love you.

i need you.

i want you.

2009-09-20T04:07:00.002+08:00

Ramadhan pass just like that. And now its Syawal. :)

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

photography <3

2009-09-15T19:06:00.000+08:00

i think my next lens will be.....

10mm-17mm(semi-fisheye) or 10mm-22mm.

090909

2009-09-09T19:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT! <33333

2009-09-06T06:54:00.000+08:00

Too tired to blog eversince work.

rad.

2009-08-28T16:34:00.001+08:00

Dreams, multiple dreams per day. Different different scenario.
But dreams are way better then nightmare obviously.

devastated.

2009-08-22T17:11:00.000+08:00

This is the holy month. No kissing no hugging no cuddling.
But still,we could play "spot the difference" together. :)
I miss the old times,where you would be missing me so much
and eagerly waiting for the next day to come. The time we
will meet up. A movie day solo with you on tuesday. Sitting
under the rain listening to your stories. I miss all that.
I miss my friends too. Have been staying at home. Cause im
lazy much to go down and slack. Cause its the same doings
everyday. And im getting plump. Not forgetting,blogger is
such a B***H!

frustrated.

2009-08-17T20:37:00.003+08:00

Something is wrong with the Internet browser.
Especially FB and Blogger. Fix it please!

tripping ballzxz.

2009-08-10T05:12:00.006+08:00

Finally im a legal ass. Celebrated over at Sentosa. Together with Zaki,Azroy,Dela and not forgetting Girlfriend. Yes,GIRLFRIEND. Officially together on the 9th. She thought im drunk when i asked her to be mine. *laughs* A little bit dissapointed regarding friends that couldn't attend. Im over it already. :) Thank you ZAKI,AZROY,DELA & GIRLFRIEND for everything single thing. Be it small or big. You guys are the best. Wasn't that wasted but high. We had a difficult time choosing the drinks. Oh. I miss my bellyman,Farhan Mohd. Im thinking of what he had bought for me over at HK. ^^ Now im crazy over rave. KOH PANGAN,here i come. Happy basket awaits me! *big smile* Anyway,thank you all for the wishes. Too many unknown numbers wishing me. Little did I knew that i was that well known. Two years time and im 20.>.<
`xoxo

2009-08-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

Plans for 18th birthday,

Buy pizza,drinks and etc.
Off to Marina Barrage.
Mabok lagi have sex lagi.
The morning. Home sweet home. :)

*anyone invited. *giggles*

2009-08-03T22:13:00.001+08:00

"i am not being myself lately."

080891.

2009-08-01T01:35:00.006+08:00

IM AGING IN 7 DAYS.

7 DAYS IM AGING IN.

and now Andrew is growling.
(Andrew is my tummy)

randomnization.

2009-07-30T17:25:00.003+08:00

Q: Why McDonald doesn't sell hot dogs ?
A:

* Hot dog not interesting.
* Ronald hates eating hot dog.
* Ask them yourself.
* That's a tough question.
* Cause your mom used it for dildo. -.-
* McDonald's favorite animal is a cow.
* They sell burgers.
* There is hamburgalar?
* Halal.

(answers by human)

2009-07-17T17:31:00.006+08:00

"I didn't decide to be a photographer; I just happened to fall into it. "

-Berenice Abbott

2009-07-13T22:35:00.003+08:00

Study mood.
^^V

ass.eye.see.kay

2009-07-03T04:47:00.004+08:00

Esophagus hurts. Fever up and down. Fatigue.
Brother infected with swine flu. Quarantined.
Cisco drop a visit each day to check up on him.
Thank God his recovering :) Now its me but not
affected. Fret not. Be friends with me still,please?
Smoke a stick and it feels like im eating powder.
Sucky much indeed. School FYP project abandon.
I don't think my group can make it. School is reope
-ning pretty soon. But i don't know which date will
it be. 6th or 13th ? *laughs*

one month,fivedays.
what could it be ? B)

very own house nurse :)

2009-06-30T13:25:00.002+08:00

Immule system breakdown.
- As simple as ass.eye.see.kay -

money-minded.

2009-06-25T04:10:00.003+08:00

"OWL"

7am - 7pm.

eat.
online.
games.

"i am not happy with my life."

ilovemypeople. <3

2009-06-19T19:02:00.008+08:00

First week of holiday is coming to an end.

Unemployed still.
6 hours of sleep each day,or less.
Late nights chill out.
Junk food and coke.

That's the life of the Telepark champions.
It started with 3 then 4 and so on and so forth.
Recruiting more and more people each day.
Laughing, smoking, eating gayfully together.
Ended the day with a hand shake and proceed
back home walking through the creepy park.

randomness.

2009-06-16T19:12:00.005+08:00

Holiday is such a bore.

Pathetically its only the second day.
I had too much of my own holidays.
August,come fast. I wanna partaye!

I say,"I miss fatin muslihah binte misri."

piglet and tigger.

2009-06-14T19:35:00.006+08:00

Speedlite. 50mm lens. Battery grip.

POOOF! Dreams achieved :)
Sadly not yet as i need to get a job.
Cash is the main thing.
One month holiday.
-_____-

Boozing on Saturday night with the usuals.
"Its not me who eat the bread"
We laughed out loud yesterday.
Goodbye.

Money makes the world go round.

If its mine,it will stay. If its not,let it fly

2009-06-09T01:07:00.010+08:00

People don't tend to realize their own mistake. Nobody could run from
mistake. But at least people do try to avoid and we learn from mistake.
Let me give you a scenario. Like all of a sudden that victim turned moody.
Then when the he/she asked the victim. Victim kept quiet. He/she asked
again. Victim answer rudely. From there he/she will be thinking what have
he/she done till the victim gets mad. I preferred it to be settled straight
then bragging it over.

If only I was perfect.
But nobody is.

la la la la la la la la life is wonderful.

2009-06-03T14:28:00.010+08:00

Yeah. Back to skateboarding life. Just like the good olden days.
Back to square one. Start from scratch. What a noob -.-

Met the section head.
He said: "It's all in you to change."
And then i started to think hard.
A few months left till i graduate.
Suffer now enjoy later,i should.

"You can do Varial Kickflip,can join TERRORKOTA"
-azroy*V

i miss dararai!

2009-05-31T14:58:00.005+08:00

Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?;

Forehead.

How do you feel when you wake up this morning ?;

Irritated.

Who was the last person you took photo with ?;

Nurhazwani.

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?;

No.

Would you ever donate blood ?;

Soon.

Have you ever had a bestfrien who was the opposite sex [?];

Yes. One and only.

Do you want someone dead ?;

Im not evil -.-

What does the last message say ?;

*Confidential*

What are you thinking right now ?;

Skate or not.

Do you wish someone with you right now ?;

Yes.

What time you went to bed last night ?;

6.30am

Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now ?;

Half naked.

Is Someone in your mind ?;

Yes.

Who was the last person who texted you ?;

Nurhazwani.

5 people to do this quiz.

1: Aizat

2: Asraf

3: Fuchinu

4: Issyam

5: Nur Raini

6: Siti Adilah

7: Azroy

8: Musaify

9: Eeka Zainal

10: Haidhar

Who is number 2 having relationship with ?;

Anna Sui ?

If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing ?;

NO!

What is 1 studying about ?;

Electrical.

When was the last time you chat with 5 ?;

Decades.

is 4 Single ?;

No.

Say something about 2 ?;

Irritating annoying.

What do you think about 3 & 6 being together ?;

Er....

Describe 9

Simply sweet.

What will you do if 6 & 7 fight ?;

-.-

Do you like 8 ?;

Yes. I love him. <3

Thanks to ZIYANAH ZAINI i have to re edit the survey -.-

heartless.creatures

2009-05-26T13:05:00.008+08:00

I.have.this.eerie.feeling.that.somehowsomeday.something.will.happen.on.to.me.
pray hard that nothing will, xoxo

tontonan tontonan

2009-05-24T15:30:00.007+08:00

Fireball Muay Thai Dunk. Rating 7/10. Supposingly to watch The Uninvited or
NATM2. But its full house for the 7++ show. -.- We then catch the latest upcoming
movie. I dont wanna elaborate much about it. Only that the guys in the movie are
real hotshot! ^^ Nonoi,thank you for everything. :) Don't keep on being sad about
your boyfriend. Work things out lorh. It's not too late. Stay strong.

Parents,sister and lil brother over at Pulau Ubin under the hot weather. Skip it.
Cause i hate being under the sun. Working lady is heavily snoring away. She is
now a happy pig lying down on her animal printed bedsheet. LOL. I got nothing
interesting to post. My life is EFFING boring. Try being me :) ZZZZ.zz

starbuck.

2009-05-22T00:08:00.004+08:00

the black being so vein. -.-

I think I'm forming myself back to old self. Not going to school. Staying up late.
I wanted to sleep early. But i just couldn't. Mini Gary for sure is disappointed.
Desktop down. I d k whats wrong. It can on but will takes hours to load. -.-
Who cares,I got her laptop ^^ So no worries. Internet and dotA the sex.

Okaaaaaay shut up. Planning to get a job lorh. So Nur Bazila Bte Roslee, help me
ask okay at your workplace. :) Aku tak tahu nak say what more. Bye senooots! <3

egoistic.

2009-05-18T22:26:00.005+08:00

Hi! I have this irritating phone in this complicating world.
It will off if banged. Countless of time on-ing it back. -.-
I'm craving for Famous Amos. All of the flavour. *drools*
1030 hours I've been rotting at home. And im gonna turn
in real soon. Soon after brother came back from Marsling.
But he just went out. So i have to wait. Zzzz.z

Sorry a million if i just waste 2 minutes of your life.
Im bored. Spare me. zxzxzx~

ilove.icare.

2009-05-17T18:25:00.011+08:00

The Motocross exhibition was awesome. It's different from watching live and from youtube.Snapped a few hundred pictures. Kit lens. What do you expect. Night shots and moving objects are the most difficult thing to capture. I need
to get a 50 mm lens and a speedlite soon. Watching them fly in big air makes me having goosebump all over. I worried. What if they were to crash. After everything,we headed over to Marina Square for dinner. We bought and we
ate it outside. We then catch things up like used to be. Since Didy has been kidnapped by Tazzy.And me not going out on Saturday anymore. Sianzxz. Whatever it is,i enjoyed my saturday yesterday. But not after when we off
back to hometown. Anyway,pictures can be viewed over at my multiply.
And to the captured imagers, please claim it from there. I won't send it to you.

2009-05-14T23:15:00.006+08:00

Please re-link. In ~~two days~~ time will be changing url. You missed it,your problem. :)

www.psychoticrascal.blogspot.com
Last day. Tomorrow new url.

SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICHESPIRALIDOSO

2009-05-10T03:36:00.010+08:00

Its 0400. Am still awake. Im feeling nausea. I MAY collapse anytime soon.
Everyday without fail the headache drops a visit. I hate it. Its like somebody
pressing hard against your head. Sometime on the back or the front. Many
asked to consult a doctor. Should i ? Prolly its just a minor thing......

I hate sleeping late nights. Dark circles and eyebags are so turn off. Big time!
Evil Ice frog's game makes me yearn for more. Its very addictive. Pawning.
Pushing. Owning. I think i spoil my bestfriend whom is taking his major exam
this year but still throwing in money at lan shops just to let go the pleasure of
dotA and abandonned his studies. =/ Sorry bestfriend.

Im turning in now. Goodnight senooooooooooots! ^^
OH!Im getting impatient for the photography course!:D

so this is mary poppins. lol.

busy as a bee.

2009-05-09T02:28:00.003+08:00

one two three four,
i miss skateboarding lorh!
five six seven eight.
but im so lazy to skate.
nine ten.
till i update a proper entry again.
xoxo`

2009-05-06T22:40:00.003+08:00

it was that near that i wanna bashed her up. mofo.
-0530pm

love alphasm.

2009-05-03T17:04:00.013+08:00

I think i would have to let you go. Parents are upset over you baby. They like you at the start. Until you start making problems. And they began to hate you. It hurts me to see you leave. You know i never wanted you to be apart from me. Typing this whole shit out really is hurtful enough. To be true I love you that much. Maybe I should give you another chance. I believe in second chances. You are the cutest. You are the best to cuddle with. I don't think i could even let you go. Everything will change if i were to do so. Oh god. I love my cat named baby.
'xoxo

0913. Boredom....
DotA-ing didn't kill time. Sitting at home makes me eat and eat and eat. Too much junk food. That leads to obesity! Tomorrow schooling. I been looking forward to it whenever its weekend. Why ? Don't ask. I love school. Oh yes. I wanted to story you regarding yesterday's pit. But im lazy much to type it out. The best thing is that we walked under the rain together holding hands. We stopped when there is lightning. Played with the puddle of water. Yes! We kissed and we hug. I love you asraf. Oh oh! and there is such thing of phobialism of lightning since small. Wtf ?!?!?!?!.....

we started off from strangers.

2009-05-02T17:27:00.011+08:00

There,dara-rai's long lost cousin. rofl.

MAY DAY MAY DAY! A fun day in the morning but not after 9. Shit happens.
Ugh! A friend asked me to look on the brightside. (Funneh) But overall,i was
gay, Kudos to brother for bringing me and lil brother to the zoo and Night Safari.
Last visited to the zoo was primary 5. And never to the Night Safari. Wtf ?! I
shouldn't elaborate much on it. I will return to the zoo after i buy a long range lens.
I love you lah brother. Getting to bond with brother like finally ? Best or vhut!
Haha. Went mustafa and i got lost -.- I search for them. To and fro. Then,I banged
into a display glass panel and crack my lcd screen cellphone. Now i can't see
a thing on the screen except for a leaf shape design. Bayek lah mustafa! KNNCCB.
Pictures can be viewed over at my multiply. Dah kene buy new phone..........

Surprisingly bestfriend owns a boyfriend after 16months and 5days 4hours ++.

Really am happy for her but then im dissapointed a lil bit that im the "last"

know about it. Whatever it is,be happy with him. Anything im here 24/7. Be it

morning or afternoon or night. Bestfriend are still bestfriend. <33333>

Happy 18th Hadidy Fazly Bin Zainudin.
I wish you long life and happily ever after with bad Ziyanah Binte Zaini.
Im sad that she kidnapped you from us.
All the best for your license and go on, fulfill the dream of riding that KTM!
i MISS you childhood friend. <333333>

P/S:Handpone doomed. So do not text me! Nor call. Ty.

Add ons,

Currently at home. Celebration at P.Ris,6.30pm.

Another hour to go. Have not yet bathe. Rotting in front

of the girl's laptop still. Bestfriend dotA-ing since

just now. Talking alone due to getting pawn. Lol. Im dead

bored. Tsk. Whatever lah. I whine like a girl eh ?

Ha. So i should nag then. *cekak pinggang* Bla bla bla bla.

I so need a new phone lah otter :( I think i should

go get ready now. Sorry if i waste 5 mins of your life. xoxo.

we started off from strangers.

2009-04-28T14:56:00.013+08:00

There,dara-rai's long lost cousin. rofl.

MAY DAY MAY DAY! A fun day in the morning but not after 9. Shit happens.

Ugh! A friend asked me to look on the brightside. (Funneh) But overall,i was

gay, Kudos to brother for bringing me and lil brother to the zoo and Night Safari.

Last visited to the zoo was primary 5. And never to the Night Safari. Wtf ?! I

shouldn't elaborate much on it. I will return to the zoo after i buy a long range lens.

I love you lah brother. Getting to bond with brother like finally ? Best or vhut!

Haha. Went mustafa and i got lost -.- I search for them. To and fro. Then,I banged

into a display glass panel and crack my lcd screen cellphone. Now i can't see

a thing on the screen except for a leaf shape design. Bayek lah mustafa! KNNCCB.

Pictures can be viewed over at my multiply. Dah kene buy new phone..........

Surprisingly bestfriend owns a boyfriend after 16months and 5days 4hours ++.
Really am happy for her but then im dissapointed a lil bit that im the "last"
know about it. Whatever it is,be happy with him. Anything im here 24/7. Be it
morning or afternoon or night. Bestfriend are still bestfriend. <33333>

Happy 18th Hadidy Fazly Bin Zainudin.

I wish you long life and happily ever after with bad Ziyanah Binte Zaini.

Im sad that she kidnapped you from us.

All the best for your license and go on, fulfill the dream of riding that KTM!

i MISS you childhood friend. <333333

P/S:Handpone doomed. So do not text me! Nor call. Ty.
P/S:Handpone doomed. So do not text me! Nor call. Ty.
P/S:Handpone doomed. So do not text me! Nor call. Ty.
P/S:Handpone doomed. So do not text me! Nor call. Ty.
P/S:Handpone doomed. So do not text me! Nor call. Ty.
P/S:Handpone doomed. So do not text me! Nor call. Ty.
P/S:Handpone doomed. So do not text me! Nor call. Ty.

Whine like a girl. xoxo.

2009-04-27T02:32:00.003+08:00

Family gathering was so boring. -.- I went home at 3. Reached
home and sleep. Woke up at 9 with a spinning head. Army daze,
dota,online. Its 2.52. School tomorrow pon tak tahu sleep. Ninabu!

I hate my tummy.
My legs are cramping.
My head is spinning real bad.
I think i got High Blood Pressure. (and bf laughs at me -.-)

Eau De' Toilette.

2009-04-25T12:45:00.008+08:00

Imagine waking up in the early morning on a Saturday when you can actually
enjoy your beauty sleep and sleep till the late afternoon. But then you slept
like a chicken due to stomach problems. Waking up rushing to the toilet with
one eye open. Then back to sleep again and woke up rushing to the toilet aga
-in and so forth. It has been happening to ME -.- What a Saturday to start with.
Am still having stom-ach problems. A friendly friend asked me to consult a doctor.
To think back,no use.I guess it has something to do with my food consuming. Tsk.

Have a good day termites! <3

Let there be wind and not hotness nor rain.

2009-04-23T19:46:00.011+08:00

The weather is killing me. Even if i sit down,
i'll still perspire. Tsk. Oh god,have mercy on
us. Lower down the temperature please. I lo
-ve you. Perspiring makes me sleepy. The bl
-azing sun is making my head spinning. Let's
together save mother nature. And make eve
-ryday Earth Day. ^^

For all I pray for Sergeant Haidhar's safety
over at Thailand. Hopefully you won't mistake
the transvestite for a lady if you wanna get
laid. Come back in one piece please. <3>

bleargh@#$^!@#$!@

2009-04-21T12:53:00.004+08:00

Everybody was whining about the weather. Be it from blog,mouth or text. Mammals
are very funny. When its too hot,they complained. When its too cold,they complained too.
Maybe we should just appreciate and thank Almighty Allah. But, i did complained about
yesterday as it was so humid. Ha. Imagine perspiring at the bus-stop. Standing for fifteen
minutes waiting for the pathetic bus. Crowded with mammals. Ugh!! What a day to start.
Luckily it rained in the afternoon. :)

Mom's business isn't doing well after the "rojak" incident. Or maybe it was the bad omen
about the crow ? =/ To help her,i must ask less cash from my beloved parents :( And now I
got to do House keeping. :) Later at night playing L4D with the children. -.- dotA Allstar still
the best lah! <33333333. Goodbye senooooooooooooooooooooots! ^^

happiness cures everything.

2009-04-19T13:35:00.012+08:00

More pictures available at Multiply.

My Saturday was a simple one. Midnight,went over to Simpang Bedok as the driver wanna grab a meal. He left his food aside first and focuses on soccer. Chelsea 2-1 Arsenal. The surroundings of people shouting "Goal" or "Ohh" makes me having goose bump all over. Sorry luh.I don't watch soccer. So im not used it. Drove off to Changi,we then chilled with the girl. Aizat was the african clown yesterday. Although he was irritating much. -.- His excited when I took a picture of him with flash. *poof* He turned white! Nevermind. Sergeant became a surfer for 15mins. Standard,Aizat kutip luh kalau tak siapa lagi. 4am we moved from there. Reaches tamp,it rain. Lightning and heavy rain. And there they are stucked in a tent. Lucky it didn't rain over there. Thank you Haidhar! <3

On Friday night,a young crow trespassed my house through the window. It is to be said that if a crow enter the house,its a bad omen. I hope it won't be. =/ My tummy since to have problem,it hurts. Cramps. Just like when menstrual coming. I feel you girls. Ha! My gum hurt too. And also my throat! Penyakit luh aku. Tsk. xoxo And,pitied my bestfriend,Zaki. Hopefully he will recover from his leg disease soon. I love you. Don't think too much. Everything is gonna be alright boy. Doesn't mean I don't go to your house means I hate you. Ha. :)

struggle now,enjoy later...

2009-04-14T16:55:00.006+08:00

School was fabulous. New modules. Unfortunately,long hours in school. Sooner or
later i will be adapted to the timings already. Second year,upcoming project. I'll bet
it will be a very tedious year for me and friends. Whatever it is,I have been looking
forward for the next morning each day [!]

"The men who have succeeded are men who have chosen one line and stuck to it."
Andrew Carnegie

Aftermath.
That old fag has been using my desktop since just now when i got back home.
I've been waiting for my turn to use it. She is really a one attitude mofuck. _|_
Another 8 hours to school and im still blogging out as im freshly wide awake.
Just now was supposedly to be my nap,ended up to be a sleep. Currently on
cough syrup. The medicine that will make me doze off any periodic of time.
School will be till 5pm. Wahh piang! To have the best,sacrifice. Nights earthlings[!]

2009-04-13T05:01:00.016+08:00

D60 Nikon.

Saturday,a memorable outing. North South East West. All there. Its been long since I went there. Didn't sleep before the day. Majority didn't sleep. We were just plain happy and excited. Supposingly to meet up at 11am. Instead,we boarded the train at 11am. Reached there roughly 12.10 noon ? BUT STILL WAITING FOR THE NORTH-ians. They will be forever late -.- Pffts.

GEDEBAK GEDEBUK.

It was a fishing hot weather! Lotions on,the body but not the face -.- But then......
4.45pm,came down the rain. A heavy one. With lightnings and thunders. Geesh, ran to the nearest shelter,half of us were stuck outside the store room and the others outside toilet. Approximately,two hours after we bathe and stuff then we meet up again. Bus-ed down back to Harbourfront. Had dinner. (That uncle so lokek ice.)After dinner,planned our directions. Some of them are going off to City Hall to meet some of the others. While me and a few went over to Vivo open plaza to chill. I was effing shagged. Dragged my feet. Stone-d face. End up sleeping on top. Nyak nyak nyak. End of story :D

A few more hours to school! I miss school big time. ^^

And im awake since 3am ?
-_______-"

Thank you DARARAI & IEKA. :)

Thank you for those whom make it :)
Thank you bestfriend for the Honey Star :)

2009-04-11T05:32:00.005+08:00

No taggboard for temporary untill i get that HTML -.-

A few more hours to Sentosa, gaah! I can't wait. ^^

See you when I see you pest!

imissyou.

2009-04-10T02:58:00.011+08:00

"A bad day on a good day."

I don't know. I felt useless.
I knew it would be coming
Things happened for a reason.
My bad baby.

2009-04-05T23:30:00.004+08:00

Another week to rot at home till school re-opens. YEY!
Dota all day. Online all day. And sleep the next day. -.-
Can't hardly wait for school re-open. I miss my lecturer,
Mini Gary & Nonya. 5weeks of holiday and i did not do
anything worth for my life. Working is such an asswipe.
Had been sleeping for HOURS,computer for HOURS,but
eating for minutes. Heh. Everyday routine is like that. No
life. I should have just rot and die. Tsk. WHAT A LIFE [!]

Such a bummer.
Take a dildo and shove it up my ass. Ty.

2009-04-02T16:22:00.006+08:00

It was the most boring day ever to start in the month of April.
You guys should know why. I've been pranked. =.= When it
doesn't even sound like a prank lah! Very something saddening
for me at first. Lucky things turn out your way :) Never you mind,
there is always next year. Hmm. Home staying is so boring. ><>

-___________________________________________-
Things didn't go right since after yesterday. I didn't knew that
im quite famous. People was talking about me! zzzzz. What
to do,this is life. Goodbye elephants!

P/S: Anjani is so effing hot~

Anyway,I've this AUTHENTIC COACH bag on hand.
Currently selling for $380. Cost price is US320.
Unsure about the retail price. So grab it before its
too late. Cash and carry! Maybe we could do biddings.
Starting from $320. Highest bidder wins. Cheerios alligators!

ITS FUCKING LEGIT.from S'pore airport.

2009-03-29T06:19:00.007+08:00

Looking back at the old photos of me piercing here and there.
Kinda miss it tho. Thought of piercings at some new spots,

But.....Skateboarding is stopping me as it is such a dangerous hobby.
Who knows i may slip and fall and tear open my piercings ? There goes
a hole-in-one. And also,i'm thinking of doing scarification! Might as well
i ink my skin right. Pffts. If i could i would :) There's a reason behind it.
HA-HA! She knows why~ :D

Spent my Saturday at work. It was a superb night! I guess-.- My legs are
so weak right now yet after work went adventure with her and together
with her friends. Went to chinese cemetery and the old bidaddari. *Yawns.*
Boriiiiiiiing. Didn't see anything although im expecting to see something there.
Padahal takot sak. LOL. Okay enough. Im hungry. Good night earthlings!

**Maybe i should..

2009-03-27T06:26:00.006+08:00

Sunday is so gonna be a movie marathon. I can't hardly wait.
Saturday will be working and thats effing boring much.
But no money no fuck.
:D

The place is superb far.
It is the most super dead place ever except for events.
I hate the working mates. (exceptional)
Im not ready for work. ty.

2009-03-24T23:01:00.005+08:00

"Why everytime its me who gets all the blame ?"

2009-03-22T02:29:00.006+08:00

Headed to Expo with the family and bestfriend.
Sister and brother getting married together on 2010.
&& Robinson sale was boring. Effing boring,big time!
THAT GREEN WATCH!!!! :(

"Family means everything"

2009-03-20T17:27:00.002+08:00

Chill over at the fitness corner with the love ones.

It was a great night. She met the family. It was f-hilarious.
Funnier then you can ever imagine. && thank you for the polo.
Currently having sleeping disorder. Kinda worried for now. =/
What if its Insomnia ?!

ily.

2009-03-18T04:53:00.005+08:00

Man U lost to Liverpool by 3 scores. Not a big deal for me.
Im not a football hooligans unlike my friends. Fanatique. -.-
Whom can fight/quarrel over soccer. Kononnye die hard fan.
Skating has been so much fun. Left shoulder injured. *OUCH*
Only if I didn't stop skating for long I would have been better.
Now I have to start all over again. -______________________-

When will you come home ? =/
Dota and skateboarding replaces when your away.
Come back home fast please. imy.

2009-03-13T06:05:00.003+08:00

6.05am. Freshly awake. Hungry and fatique.

Stinky pants,stinky tops and stinky feet. -.-

All back! S-K-A-T-E-B-O-A-R-D-I-N-G. Yey!

Back to the olden days. Param suke lah eh ? :D

Random post. F-bored! +_+

2009-03-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

Holidays on. Exams was a fucked tub. Don't bother asking.
Now i need is a job. Can't be stoning everyday right ? +_+
Too much chalet per week. Skating getting tiring each day.
And my feet hurts big time. MOFO! What a life eh. o.O
DotA-ing all day. Sitting in the Ventrilo till dawn. Pushing,
owning,toying with opponent. Sunrise-n and then off to sleep.
IceFrog is evil. Gaaahs! Everyday the same routine. Nyak nyak.
-___________________________________________-

2009-03-07T21:37:00.006+08:00

Chalet was a BLAST mayn! :)
Tripping. Drunk. Paranoid.
Everybody gets wasted.
0045. Im already against the wall.
Heavy head. Stony eyes. Lazy body.
Staring blankly. SOON! Upcoming chalet.
Upcoming waste. More shits. More fun.
Thank you Nurhazwani <3

*Invitations only for the close-D ones.

Exams on Monday then holidays.
I don't know whether i could pass or not.
I do not want to repeat the module. Who wants ?
Another whole of 6months studying the same thing again. -.-
Tomorrow studying at NLB with the classmates. =/
Aizat,Han teach me! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Hopefully i can save everything in my head.
With God's willing ;)

After exams,PARTY! :)

2009-03-06T12:12:00.002+08:00

Off to chalet.

Let's get wasted!
Monday exams.
Im not ready.
Oh.Oh.

2009-03-04T15:00:00.002+08:00

Back to skating.
BOOM. ADIOS~
exams round the corner,
WHO CARES!

2009-02-28T14:38:00.003+08:00

There's an event held today at work.
Hell yes its gonna be damn busy. =/
Im late for now. Still can blog ? LOL.
Cause dad sending me off to work. Yeah.
Its raining. Hopefuly it will rain all day long.
Which means section one and two will be closed.
So,off to work. Chalo!
TAKE CARE EARTHLINGS. :D

*just a short post to kill time.

2009-02-22T16:48:00.004+08:00

Work was fuck tub for yesterday. -.-4 complaints against me. Saying that
I didn't do anything except for standing up only. NINABE right. Next friday,
watch me do the job and you guys stand by to get fucked. And you will know
how sucky is the feeling to get fucked up. Teamwork ? Why complaint to
the manager and not to me instead ? Pussy head mofo! Ninabe! Pffts.

fuck 29&24!
and credit cards too!
Damn.

2009-02-19T17:00:00.011+08:00

"Nurhazwani Binte Mohd Salim Abdullah Kok"

a.k.a
MISS
FUSSY,
HIGH END,
KNOW EVERYTHING.

Just a random post. Im dead bored. Rotting at home playing dotA -.-
Owning the game. What else ? Skateboarding ? NOT! Just too lazy for
it. Maybe next time. Friday and Saturday will be working. Gosh! But
for the sake of money,anything goes!School was great. Nothing much
really happened except for TOTAL DEFENCE DAY -.- Such a mofo
performance. Sickening ass. Started the day with mood swings due to
something. It was a mistake. Nevermind. Take it as a lesson. Shall use
it other time if I got the chance to. Till here. xoxo`

"minamahal kita"^^

2009-02-17T01:32:00.001+08:00

STATUS: BUSY!

2009-02-08T16:21:00.018+08:00

Wishlist are stacking up.

Let me type it down.
To earn it,strive for it!

+
+++
Laptop.
CDG tee.
Agnes B tee.
G shock watch.
Dr Denim jeans.
OriginalFake Tee.
Head Porter waist beg.
Head Porter coin wallet.
Vans Zapatos Snakeskin.
Primes lens. Telephoto lens.
+++

"Feeling good and feeling alright"-Rebelution.
Happy going lucky! (:

2009-02-04T23:09:00.008+08:00

Nurul',i miss you so much.My everydays are not like before.

Whenever I viewed our pictures,tears downfall.I don't know.

Im so weak. I hope your doing fine by now having your family
by your side. I wish we could meet up someday or even if we
bumped into each other im glad enough. (: Hopefully,you would
treat me as a friend not a stranger. The joy and laughter we shared.
The good and bad times we gone through thick and thin together. (:
Everything will be memories. Wrestling,saying things about each
other. Gonna miss it so bad. Cause there would be no other to replace
the exact you. Your the best baby.
"2 days to our 30 monthsarry."

*ILOVEYOUSOMUCH.

2009-02-02T18:28:00.006+08:00

It has been a few days since we had meet each other.

I miss you infact. I wonder why are you doing this ?
Its fine with me as I gotta accept your decision.And
life has to go on but for sure its not as easy as ABC.
Now I'm nothing to you but i just want you to take
very good care of yourself please. Don't waste your
life. Be someone and prove to your parents wrong.
The future is in your hands. Goodbye soulmate.
Ilysm~

p/s:I hope we could be just friends. (:

2009-02-01T17:55:00.002+08:00

Im feeling so down right now. Goodbye lover.
p/s:Don't do stupid stuffs.

2009-01-29T14:38:00.005+08:00

Peace
+
Love
+
Happiness
=
HAPPY FAMILY!

Quarrels
+
Unloving
+
Comparing
+
Abusing
=
GLOOM FAMILY.

Which so you prefer ?
Some people may say"why my family isin't like yours (insert name) ?"

2009-01-25T11:11:00.010+08:00

"Till we meet again."

2009-01-22T18:04:00.002+08:00

Trachea sore.
Heavy running nose.
Loads of thick yellowish phlegm.
Difficulty talking. It started soaring yesterday.
I knew this would happen. :( I'm weak.
I need my nurul' ain nabila.....
My strength... My everything...

2009-01-18T17:12:00.008+08:00

My heart was being pierced by a poisonous arrow.
Now it hurts terribly. The poison flow through my veins together with my
blood and now it has reaches the brain. I can't think no more. All i afford is to cry.

It wasn't my fault because of her results.
I did my part to tell her off to study hard.
She did but...ERGHH!!
Forget it. Many words won't heal anything.
Now,all i need to do is wait patiently for her.....
p.s: continue with your studies please.

im waiting...

2009-01-17T13:44:00.004+08:00

The cat is having inappropriate urination now.

Has been urinating everywhere in the house.
Behind sofa,unused carpet,bedroom and etc.
Will be sending the cat over to the vet soon. :(

Yesterday was a sk8board feva' Skated like hell
Now cramps =.= Uncountable of "game of skate"
Either you lose or win. There is no draw.

School day was fun as usual. ICA favourite subject! ^^
But sway, was caught smoking by the school's bouncer.
I don't know what happens next. Just rot and see then.
Either SAMAN or warning (:

Girlfriend is appealing for Poly and La selle. =/
And also finding a job soon as she needs cash =.=
I miss you. I pray you succeed in everything you do.
Prove them wrong baby! :D I love you. Baaaaaaaaaahs~

Im also finding a job too. Many things in my mind.
Hair-do,shirt,pants and shoes,boxers and many more.
I can't depend on my parents only instead im........
GONNA BE INDEPENDANT NOW!

2009-01-14T09:56:00.011+08:00

Hair needs to be cut!
But not going to,instead AIR-FRO!

2009-01-09T16:36:00.010+08:00

Finally,school break! School timing was like so fucking long.
Tight schedule. Catching up with everything that I've missed.
Worrying for Module exam in March. So I think I should buck up.
Its in my new resolution anyway. (Ica... Ep... Apc... Pm...)Figure out!

♥

i miss girlfriend like many many! <3

Three hearts = i love you.